"I know. I'm not afraid of you trying to kill me." But part of that is just because she doesn't fear death or attacks. She fears loss. So she's still afraid of getting her heart broken again, but when that's the only way it ever seems to end she'd be afraid of that no matter how perfect the guy she was with seemed.
She's also afraid of messing up Ben's chance at breaking free from Snoke. She doesn't know much about force and attachments, but people in 12-step programs aren't supposed to be with anyone for about a year, right? You need time to get your head right before you try it with a relationship. It's not really the same, but maybe it's not so different either.
But right now it's not fear that he'd be feeling from her. There's just a peaceful sort of feeling being with him and being able to share these thoughts. She'd probably curl back in next to him if it weren't for him still holding the blaster and the others so close. It feels wrong to be so obvious in front of Han and Rey for different reasons. (But Chewie can totally watch.)
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She's also afraid of messing up Ben's chance at breaking free from Snoke. She doesn't know much about force and attachments, but people in 12-step programs aren't supposed to be with anyone for about a year, right? You need time to get your head right before you try it with a relationship. It's not really the same, but maybe it's not so different either.
But right now it's not fear that he'd be feeling from her. There's just a peaceful sort of feeling being with him and being able to share these thoughts. She'd probably curl back in next to him if it weren't for him still holding the blaster and the others so close. It feels wrong to be so obvious in front of Han and Rey for different reasons. (But Chewie can totally watch.)