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нan ѕolo ([personal profile] scruffier) wrote in [community profile] garbageship2016-02-17 07:46 am

That's no moon... Wait, no, it's a moon.



In which Our Heroes (?) stop for blaster practice, assuming the kids can stop bothering each other for two minutes, so help me, I will turn this light freighter around and we will not get ice cream.
beensolo: (cold brooding)

[personal profile] beensolo 2016-02-21 06:05 am (UTC)(link)
Regrettably, he can even see the wisdom in learning skills that don't depend on the force. He doesn't have many, and doing things without the aid of the force takes considerable concentration. If he ever intends to visit a populated planet, he'll need to be able to suppress the one power he has that he trusts.

In the interest of not spending the foreseeable future on the Falcon, he takes the stance that Kitty showed him and nods. This is going to be humiliating.
beensolo: (kyl'oreal)

[personal profile] beensolo 2016-02-21 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
Flexibility never seemed like something that needed to be mastered when he could accomplish everything with the force. His training included physical exercises, too—the force is best channeled by a strong body—but nothing like this. None of the weapons that those who don't have powers need to rely on. It wasn't necessary.

He shoots several times in quick succession and comes close, but doesn't land a hit. He also doesn't redirect his shots or slow down the rock's fall, so it wasn't a total failure.

"Again."
beensolo: (perplexed brooding)

[personal profile] beensolo 2016-02-21 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
If anything, the First Order is more rigid than the Empire. Not Snoke, necessarily, but the military arm controlled by General Hux. They're so regimented and incapable of reacting to spontaneity. Kylo Ren took great pleasure in bringing chaos into their meticulously-organized ranks and gumming up the gears of their perfect war machine. No one appreciated his capriciousness.

In many ways, he never stopped being his parents' son.

He's too tense this time and his aim suffers for it. Fiery intensity can be helpful at times, but this isn't an exercise that requires as much as he usually throws behind his efforts. He takes a moment to calm himself.

"Again."
beensolo: (kyl'oreal)

[personal profile] beensolo 2016-02-22 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
It might take a fight to find out if he can override his instinctive use of the force.

This time, his second shot lands. It's not a glorious victory, but it's an accomplishment. Without thinking, he glances over at his father. For approval? Validation? Another rock? He doesn't even know.
beensolo: (cold brooding)

[personal profile] beensolo 2016-02-22 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
What are these warmish feelings that make him want to keep doing this until he gets it right? Goals are supposed to be accomplished because the consequences of not meeting them are horrible.

"I'll get the timing right." It's more of a threat to himself than a promise to Han. Don't lock the elbows, don't tense, rock with the recoil, aim where the target will be and not where it is, don't fail at something as pedestrian as shooting a blaster. Stormtroopers can use blasters. He's better than a stormtrooper.

"Yes."
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[personal profile] beensolo 2016-02-22 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
"Surviving" is really good motivation. Whatever motivation is present right now isn't nearly as strong, but he's going to stick with it while it lasts. (And maybe this will become a matter of survival. Knowing how to fight without the force could be necessary if none the grimmer futures he has been contemplating pan out.)

Maybe he needs to approach this differently. When he's at his most effective with the force, he rarely puts too much thought into what he's doing. His mind and all of the chaos that goes on inside of it tend to hinder more than help. He can turn it down.

This time, he lets go of all of the advice and overthinking and just shoots. It's a clean hit.
beensolo: (softly brooding)

[personal profile] beensolo 2016-02-22 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
If the force was involved, it was in a subtle way that he wasn't aware of.

(Ben has been training in one way or another almost constantly for the vast majority of his life. Is aiming a blaster so different from blocking a blaster's bolt? Can't lessons learned from one weapon be applied to another?)

He allows himself a self-satisfied almost-smile even though the accomplishment was small. It's proof that he can do something without the force. He's not always sure that he can.

"What would be harder?"
beensolo: (brooding bitchface)

[personal profile] beensolo 2016-02-23 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
That sure does warrant a there's-no-way-that's-going-to-happen-but-okay look.

"I'm going to miss." He's also going to do it, he just wants to make sure all expectations are nice and low before he does.
beensolo: (cold brooding)

[personal profile] beensolo 2016-02-23 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
One of them might as well be cheerful about inevitable failure.

With great reluctance, he sets off at a leisurely jog, blaster at the ready.
beensolo: (perplexed brooding)

[personal profile] beensolo 2016-02-23 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
Fun isn't something that he does anymore. That sabacc game came close; they might need to do more fun training when they're back on the ship.

He instinctively frees a hand to slow the rock (the hand-waving isn't strictly necessary when using the force, but it does allow for greater accuracy and strength) and manages to catch himself before actually doing anything. The sloppy one-handed shot he gets in misses completely.

He frowns and runs a hand through his hair. Being bad at things isn't fun at all. "I lost focus."
beensolo: (explanatory brooding)

[personal profile] beensolo 2016-02-23 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
What's annoying is that he knows he can multitask in a fight. That's with the aid of the force, though; this is like running around with a key sense missing, isn't it? Or is he capable of broadening his focus without the force? He hasn't tried. He has no idea what his abilities are like.

He nods decisively. "Yes."

This time, his jog is much closer to an actual run. Things are getting real.
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[personal profile] beensolo 2016-02-23 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
Eventually. With a fiery temperament, there's a fine line between the need to overcome a challenge and the temptation to get mad and quit when the challenge isn't surmounted quickly enough.

He could have always become obsessed with Anakin's early life and developed a love of racing. Slightly more exciting than moisture farming.

Ben keeps both hands on the blaster and shoots twice. Both miss, of course, but he was tracking it well and likely would have hit something if it had been person-sized. Even though he's clearly not pleased with his performance, he seems to be accepting that this is a thing he can't master in an hour.

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