That's no moon... Wait, no, it's a moon.

[scruffier]

In which Our Heroes (?) stop for blaster practice, assuming the kids can stop bothering each other for two minutes, so help me, I will turn this light freighter around and we will not get ice cream.

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[beensolo]

"She feels like her." That's it, that's as far as he's willing to go. His grip on her hand tightens urgently. "That's all I know."

[passingthrough]

"Hey." The word comes softly and she uses the unattached hand to gently rub his arm. "It's okay. You're okay, Ben." She wants to ask more questions, but that grip tells her it's not the time.

[beensolo]

He eases up on her hand—she might need it later—and turns his thoughts away from Rey. They were having a nice time before she came up, weren't they?

"I should go see my father." The way that he doesn't let go of her hand or make any move to go suggests that this isn't a thing he wants to do. Staying here with Kitty, unable to do much more than hold hands, isn't that appealing, either. He might forget himself and hug her.

[passingthrough]

He might not get the chance. When she sees his lack of momentum toward Han she reaches up to coax him into another hug. People might be watching, but she doesn't care. Sometimes a person just needs a hug and she's not going to ignore that in someone she cares about. "Thank you for telling me." She could tell it wasn't easy for him.

[beensolo]

"I didn't tell you much." But he's not going to reject a hug when he's craving some additional closeness. He wraps his arms around her securely and rests his head on hers.

[passingthrough]

"You told me what you could." She rubs his back hoping to relax away some of the tension in his body.

[beensolo]

There's only so much relaxing that can be done when you're on a moon for the purpose of leaning how to survive in a largely hostile universe. He does all of it and wonders if he would have nightmares if Kitty stayed with him when he was sleeping.

It's a dumb thing to think of when there are so many other things to worry about.

"Someone could see us." Does he care? He doesn't.

[passingthrough]

"We aren't doing anything wrong." She is going to hold him as long as he needs and wants her to. It's what she'd do if she'd never kissed him too. Even if she'd never wanted to kiss him.

[beensolo]

That is true and inarguable, so he hugs her tight and leans on the support that she's offering until he feels steady again. He hasn't done anything in his life to deserve this—not from Kitty and not from his father—but he can't stop wanting it and taking it.

Eventually, he does let go. "Thank you."

[passingthrough]

"Sure." Looking him in the eyes again. "And you can always tell me more if you want to." Her hand rests gently on his cheek for a moment before slowly slipping away.

[beensolo]

"I will." Meeting her eyes. Maybe he won't say anything else about Rey—not until he understands that better himself—but he'll talk to her. She's easy to talk to.

The part of his face that she touched feels a little too warm after she leaves.

He goes to meet his father.